I have never used my being a loser as a crutch like I have seen some people do. I act like a douche in spite of being a loser, but sometimes it’s hard. I still have trouble with normal social skills and my Eminem routine has improved and I fancy myself a Snarf or a whomod as I know from friends and family that I have the talent to do something with my retard skills. Appartley I have a way with being an asshole.