Bianca! (and all the other girls)

Okay now I need advice....

So lately I've been exchanging e-mails between this girl I used to know waaay back in high school. We always kind of crushed but her brother always got in the way of it, so nothing ever happened. Well she asked me to call her and I did and we caught up and made plans for another time and she'll IM me and the whole shebang. But I feel weird. I feel like she still might've got creeped out or something. I don't know. Maybe she's just keeping her distance or something. This is the only girl that I can never get comfortable around! It's really fucking annoying! I act like a goddam spaz or something! I'm NOT A FUCKING SPAZZ !! [AAAHHHH!!!]

.........alright what do you think? In my head or what?