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And you open the door
And you step inside
We're inside our hearts
Now imagine your pain
Is a white ball of healing light
That's right, feel your pain,
The pain itself,
Is a white ball of healing light
I don't think so
This is your life
Good to the last drop,
Doesn't get any better than this
This is your life, and it's ending
One minute at a time
This isn't a seminar
And this isn't a weekend retreat
Where you are now
You can't even imagine
What the bottom will be like
Only after disaster
Can we be resurrected
It's only after you've lost
Everything that you're
Free to do anything
Nothing is static,
Everything is appalling (evolving),
Everything is
Falling apart
This is your life
This is your life
It doesn't get any better than this
This is your life
This is your life
And it's ending one minute at a time
You are not a beautiful and unique snowflake
You are the same decaying
Organic matter as everything else
We are all a part of the same compost heap
We are the all-singing,
All-dancing crap of the world
You are not your bank account,
You are not the clothes you wear
You are not the contents of your wallet
You are not your bowel cancer
You are not your grande latte
You are not the car you drive
You are not your f***ing khakis
You have to give up,
You have to give up
You have to realise that someday you will die,
Until you know that you are useless
I say let me never be complete
I say may I never be content
I say deliver me from swedish furniture
I say deliver me from clever art
I say deliver me from clear skin and perfect teeth
I say you have to give up
I say evolve, and let the chips
Fall where they may
This is your life
This is your life
It doesn't get any better than this
This is your life
This is your life and it's ending
One minute at a time
You have to give up
You have to give up
(I want you to hit me as hard as you can)
Welcome to fight club,
If this is your first night
You have to fight
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One day, you'll find somebody. They'll be important in your life, you'll make decisions as a team, whatever...in the meantime, however, why the motherfuck do you have to be so boring, unoriginal and unfunny?!
Fuckin' JQ wannabe.
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Self improvement is masturbation.
Self destruction is the answer.
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Self improvement is masturbation.
Self destruction is the answer.
Then get your hands outta your pants and get to self-destructing, y'lazy fuck!
Uschi said:I won't rape you, I'll just fuck you 'till it hurts and then not stop and you'll cry. MisterJLA: RACKS so hard, he called Jim Rome "Chris Everett." In Him, all porn is possible. He is far above mentions in so-called "blogs." RACK him, lest ye be lost! "I can't even brush my teeth without gagging!" - Tommy Tantillo: Wank & Cry, heckpuppy, and general laughingstock ![[Linked Image from i6.photobucket.com]](http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y203/JoeMama13/RedSoxBanner05.png)
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I did just the other day.
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He fixes the cable?
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If I had a tumor, I'd name it Evelyn Toval.
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how sweet of you 
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Why don't you go sleep with Tyler!
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oh yea baby! 
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Pariah, you scare me... 
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So does that mean that when I get back I can't visit you on the.....What was it? South side?
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uh... sure... the south... side.
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See ya real soon. 
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Self improvement is masturbation.
Self destruction is the answer.
Self destruction can be as mundane as not eating correctly or working a job that leaves you no time for your family or for any kind of personal life. Everyone has self destructive tendencies.
Blatant self destructive behaviour is often a sign that a person is unhappy or has psychological problems. In some cases it can just be vulgar exhibitionism and attention seeking. Like the girl who would periodically turn up at one of my friend’s homes, having taken an overdose. In the end we all hoped that she would die and get it over with. The trouble with people like that is that they always want to pull others down with them.
Self improvement is heroic because there’ll always be more forces dragging you in the opposite direction. It require intelligence, imagination, motivation and stamina.
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Self improvement is heroic because there’ll always be more forces dragging you in the opposite direction. It require intelligence, imagination, motivation and stamina.
Actually, it's more pointless and stupid, since...Heh! "In the end it doesn't even matter."
To hit bottom, to be free of all responsibilities forced upon you by your sense of etiquette, to save yourself from meaningless tasks that only serve to blind you more is the answer to working towards nothing. At least here, at the bottom, you KNOW you're going nowhere.
So...
"Fuck salvation and fuck redemption..."
Words like "heroism" and "honor" are terms made by people who want to feel better about themselves. Just keep that in mind. 
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In other words, you're pussying out on life and, in an ironic subcounscious way to make yourself feel better about yourself, you find a rationalization that allows you to look down on those who don't give up or bounce back.
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I'm pretty much sick and tired of everyone complaining about their lives. Do you have a web page? Are you a white kid in suburban America with a fast modem and a nice new computer? Then shut the fuck up about how sad your life is and how empty your existence is. FUCK YOU you greedy piece of shit.
Man, I'm so glad my parents raised me the way I am - raised me to be thankful of my situation and not complain when I clearly have a better deal than 99.9% of the rest of the world.
Everyone always talks about how the internet is this great place where everyone can publish themselves and publish whatever they want..you know, well just fuck that. If all you want is to bitch about how sad you are that your girlfriend sucked off some other guy or how your mommy won't buy you that new car..for god's sake save us the pain and just FUCKING KILL YOURSELF ALREADY. If your STATUS QUO life isn't good enough for you FUCKING END IT.
jeesus I hate you people.
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In which advice is given
Man, thats a good title but I can't really think of any way to say what I want without coming off like a jerk. So I'll just be a jerk. AHAHahaha!
Here's my advice: don't be a putz. Don't act like a badass if you've got nothing to show... show me a reference that says you can do the job like you say you can, then I'll believe you. Talking lots of shit may impress some people, but not me. Doesn't cut it.
Here's my advice: when someone does a lot for you, when someone puts lot of effort into helping you out with things and does you a lot of favors, pay him some respect when he asks you to do something a certain way. If you don't pay that respect, that help might not be there for very long.
Here's my advice: If you've got a good life, don't complain.
Here's my advice: find out what your dream is and fight for it. Do the best you can do be the person you want to be. But don't play games with yourself or your friends. Children play games. If you want to be treated like an adult, behave like an adult.
Here's my advice: Dreams don't get fulfilled in fantasy worlds. To achieve what you want, you have to deal with real live people in real live situations.
Here's my advice: be honest. with yourself and others. if you are confused, don't draw others into your confusion.
yeah. so. i'm mr. morality or something all of a sudden. this has been a message from your local guywhohasseentoomuchinhisshorttimeonearth.
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In other words, you're pussying out on life and, in an ironic subcounscious way to make yourself feel better about yourself, you find a rationalization that allows you to look down on those who don't give up or bounce back.
Aww Mxy, it always tickles me pink to see you try to generalize my persona. It makes me all giddy seeing you so concerned about lil' ol' Pariah. 
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Here's my advice: If you've got a good life, don't complain.
If you have a life. Complain.
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jeesus I hate you people.
I hate you too.
But I LOVE you SoM.
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I decided I want to open a chain of large stores. Like walmart or whatever. this will be my life's work. I'm not sure what they'll sell, just all kinds of useless crap that people need. But one thing is that I want there to be a big sign across the front of the building that says "OPEN 24 HOURS AND YOU ARE A BITCH".
Also every once in a while there will be a contest where you are allowed to try to steal stuff. It'll be a one-day event, and I'll hire a bunch of beefy bouncer security guard thugs to stand guard by the doors. So the people can grab whatever they want, but it's up to them to try run and break through the lines of security guards without getting killed. Can you imagine. A whole day of people grabbing vcrs and and playstations and jetting for the door only to get punched in the face and knocked flat out by the guards. I would lay down gramma floor plastic so all the blood doesn't ruin the carpeting! so excellent.
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I can see that your posts contain hidden messages of love. 
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A snail....crawling along the edge of a straight razor.....that's my dream....
MisterJLA is RACKing awesome.
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shit, annie, that's...deep.
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once more, with feelings:  SHIT, ANNIE... THAT... IS SO.... DEEP.
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P.S.
Hey pariah, are you by any chance, using Windows2000 and connected to the net through Cox.net?
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Yeah, but it's not mine. I'm more consistently using a wireless connection on my laptop. Heh... Quote:
Ben Brown said:
I'm pretty much sick and tired of everyone complaining about their lives. Do you have a web page? Are you a white kid in suburban America with a fast modem and a nice new computer? Then shut the fuck up about how sad your life is and how empty your existence is. FUCK YOU you greedy piece of shit.
Man, I'm so glad my parents raised me the way I am - raised me to be thankful of my situation and not complain when I clearly have a better deal than 99.9% of the rest of the world.
Everyone always talks about how the internet is this great place where everyone can publish themselves and publish whatever they want..you know, well just fuck that. If all you want is to bitch about how sad you are that your girlfriend sucked off some other guy or how your mommy won't buy you that new car..for god's sake save us the pain and just FUCKING KILL YOURSELF ALREADY. If your STATUS QUO life isn't good enough for you FUCKING END IT.
jeesus I hate you people.
Let him figure out the whole story first I say.
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Yeah, but it's not mine.
I'm more consistently using a wireless connection on my laptop.
Heh...
So you're the one who's been visiting the old son of mxy website?
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yeah. I accidently bookmarked the place. And it's just closer to click on and I use it to get to here cuz' its linked. *shrug*
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What led you to that conclusion anyway?
My last thread title?
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Pariah said:Aww Mxy, it always tickles me pink to see you try to generalize my persona. It makes me all giddy seeing you so concerned about lil' ol' Pariah.
But you're easy to generalize, that's the problem. So far I haven't seen anything that separates you from the thousand other angsty kids I know. You seem smarter, but I don't really know that.
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I post this stuff on message boards and purposefully make the posts that I post the angst on de-ranged. I don't think it takes brain science to figure out what I'm doing.
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Shut the fuck up, Donnie! 
...you tell stories, we tell lies.
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