My boyfriend is a fucking closet case...I almost get that (really, I do...anyone who's been here long enough to hear my family horror stories will understand). so anyway...he has this fucking friend...Marie, nice girl. She comes out with him at least twice a month and ends up crashing here. She is a co-worker with him at the hospital (where he's soooo fucking concerned about apearing as just another straight guy...for whatever his reasons are) and so the first couple times I just ignored the fact that I had to play the 'roomate' (Dan needs friends...Christ this is deeper than my drunk ass can convey...).
Anyhow...I am fucking tired of playing the 'roomate' (half out of my own frustration - I don't live like this - and half out of respect for the girl...who after a long talk tonight was more worried about me than her dissapointment...stupid bitch). I took her aside and explained the situation (which she seemed to fail to grasp...again, her main concern was for my dissapointment) which she had already expected from observing us earlier...but not. Anyhow, the end of the conversation was that she would wait for Dan to tell her (reasonable, no?).
So...first fucking chance she gets, this bitch puts Dan on the spot and demands an answer. He's already ridiculously shy about himself (it took me a year to meet his parents)...and she shoves it in his face, making him angry at me (which he'll get over, but the frustration he feels...I feel so fucking bad...).
So, my question....Should I just kill the fucking bitch?
(There will be more detailed background tomorrow when I'm sober...and when I'm not sitting in front of a computer while she is sitting with Dan,,,).
