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Originally posted by Brian A. Ortiz:
I don't think it was meant to be a secret. We had been talking and she was becoming pretty affectionate.
I think the plan was this:
  • Find a reason to get me to come to her room
  • Call me, express reason
  • Get me onto her bed
  • Encourage me to get comfortable
  • Gently pressure me into sex, possibly more than once
  • Send me back to my room, fatigued but satisfied


If she were planning it, I unintentionally shut her down after the second list item.
This kind of reminds me of the first time I had sex after my accident. My girlfriend left me just after it happened, I was just learning to adapt to my disability, and I thought noone would ever want me again. I was completely lost and unsure of myself. But unlike your story, the beautiful woman I was with wouldn't take no for an answer. It was actually one of the biggest turning points in my life. She means alot to me, even though it didn't work out between us.