sooo, today i woke up depressed like. so bugoo and me went for a drive got some food then went over to this nature preserve place with nature trails behind. which i had no idea was there. i knew there was a building and some places to park but wow, behind it was pretty. so we walked around there for a long while and that made me undepressed for the most part. it was wonderful.
then i get home and see the light flashing on my answering machine, i press the button, its my ex <insert sickly face here> oi. so i listen to what he says "hi its me, DumbAss, just calling to talk about some stuff before things get outta hand." (or something to that effect. also, the name has been changed to protect the moronic)
*sigh*
i have no idea what hes talking about. i sent him an email to talk about the money and stuff thing but thats it. i dunno. i frickin am getting tired of it though. just give me my frikin money back you asshole!! its not that hard even an imponent like you can do it. its not like im trying to stay in contact with the moron. i want nothing to do with him. i dont want to ever see him or hear his name again. ever.
i gave the rat three good years of my life and all i got in return was this stupid ring, and its true too.
i know i should be over and done with all this in my head but im not. im alot better than i was im just, i dunno. i am happy with bugoo, he makes me very happy.
i think its alot of things making me down one being my ex, two being this area. its dead to me now. i walk around here like a zombie not feeling anything. i hate this place. theres just nothing to do. the economy here sucks royal bungaloo. i dont see anything here for me any more. schools getting boreing, im not interested in it any more. ive pretty much decided im quiteing. so yea, lifes pretty dead for me other than my world with bugoo.
oi. oh well, im just gonna go be morbid for awhile so dont be surprised if my posts are all funky.
have a nice day you pathetic wastes of flesh.
Last edited by Lor; 2005-09-10 2:03 AM.
