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So'cool, 9 more days til our sixth month anniversary.
weve decided to go together and buy another computer so that will be our gift to each other.
even tho it'll be mine lol but hey whatever.  it'll give him something to tinker with and he enjoys building computers so its all good! and i cant wait i havent had a new computer since 2000 lol.
its also cool all mine needs is a new video card thingy to play the new games out there so we'll probolly get that and give it to my brother! which im excited about doing.
oh gosh what else... hmmmmmmm.... havent talked to my family since saturday. not planning on to til later in the week or maybe even next week. cause im not gonna take my mothers insults anymore. i can handle/ignore, for the most part, her calling me bad names and downgrading me but when it comes to the person i love she crosses the line. saying nasty things about well im sure ive said it before but it still bothers me that my own mother talks/thinks/and says that her own daughter is something she is not. no matter what happens. its frustrating.
a good friend of mine i meet will playing World of Warcraft of all things lol says sometimes its best to do what you want and build bridges later. and he's so right so thats what im gonna do.
what else... oh. im really proud of my brother he took the Huey thing really well and hes allot wiser than i thought he was. i just wish he would talk to me more about things. but hes done research on verbal and metal abuse and he agrees and understands mother more. i probolly mentioned that too. but like i said its something still on my mind.
hopefully tomorrow ill post some picks of my christmas presents for something different and fun. puh just get more pictures of me in general lol.
did i mention boos going back to college? well he is which is cool. im happy for him and like i told him ill be supportive of whatever he wants to do as long as its not anything that will threaten his life lol but even then i told him if he wants to join the army or whatever then thats okay too. lol but hes not gonna do anything like that but the point still stands.
puh, that whole mom things really bothers me. i cant stand knowing that she makes things up about me to make me look bad. oi. i dunno. i know she has allot of problems and needs consoling of her own but still no loving mother should ever treat her children like that. all things considering she should be happy she has kids like hers after all weve been threw and we havent gotten into any influences or trouble of any kind! but noooooooooooooo she rather focus on the negative things that arnt even there and no matter how much you tell her other wise its either she agrees then does 180 or she doesnt believe you anyway. most times she give off mixed signals. yah know, like buying me stuff for our apartment but then turning around and saying she doesnt want me to move out because its wrong or she needs me to be at home or bull crap like that!! and the creepy thing is she buys me sexy underwear, which dont get me wrong bra and panties for christmas is great everyone gets them, but sexy ones like thongs (which i dont ware to begin with) and lacy nighty teddy thingys when shes constantly telling me its wrong to have sex and all i want is sex with boo and he forced me and bull crap like that!?!?! WTF! oi. i hate that.
and im going off on another tirade today lol. the first one i went off on was how places like GoodWill thrift stores throw good stuff away that people could use. people like fire victims, national disaster victims and so on need. but thats another rant for another day.
mm'but i must say my new aunt makes the best rice cakes ever!!!
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