Journal Entry October 24th, 2000 The world is a cruel and horrible place. Every morning when I get up I'm reminded of how truly fucked we all are by that sadistic bastard God and his sick, twisted way of building up our spirits just so that he can crush them. I hope whoever that waitress was that gave me veal gets rectal cancer and dies a long and excrutiating death, then spends the rest of eternity burning in the darkest, blackest, foulest pits of hell where she'll be tortured and maimed like all the other truly disgusting bits of human refuse that polluted the world with their presence.