Originally Posted By: Black Machismo
Wrong again, I don't need a win, in fact, I'd be quite happy never to have to think about or respond to you again; but it is somewhat satisfying, on a purely visceral level, to know that I'm annoying you enough that you feel the need to respond and prove yourself to be just another deluded RKMB liar who can't even maintain your most dearly held tenet about the importance of things said on the internet. Every response of yours or of the other RKMBers puts that entire line of thinking firmly in the category of being a lie and just something you all need to tell yourselves so you can continue to operate in the heinous fashion that you all so enjoy.

Another reason I don't need a win is because I'm content knowing that everything the Insurgency stood for "wins" over anything the RKMB does. Friendship over betrayal, loyalty over back stabbing, support over gleefully emasculating each other. Yup. I'm pretty comfortable with our status as being better/superior to the RKMB.

However, just for the shits and grins you all seem to enjoy so much, please try and explain to me why that is a rationalization? Are you sure you know what that word means? If not, look it up or ask Knit for help (assuming she hasn't dumped your pathetic ass by now like she should have). You're the folks who stridently maintain that nothing on the internet should be taken seriously and then you all go and contradict yourselves by taking things seriously enough to want to respond to them. I just don't see how pointing out that hypocrisy of yours is a rationalization on my/our part.


Heh. Okay, let me try to explain this one more time. You started off be responding to a post that I made here. If anyone is the lap bitch, it is you. Until that post of mine, the most conversation we've had is when you couldn't stand the fact that I fired right back at you at the Likes It in the Ass board. Then, you just had to follow up with a response to my post here that Sikk copied and pasted over there. So, please, lay off the self-righteousness. If I really wanted you to suck my balls, I would've asked for it. But, it is good to know that you are so committed as to drop down on your knees at anytime and polish them babies with your mouth without me needing to say anything.

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Hmmm...interesting take. I wonder if that's what all back stabbing despots and delusional little Tin G-ds whisper to themselves when they've curled up on the floor in the fetal position after fully realizing how shitty a person they really are when those they've betrayed leave them to wallow in the muck and mire of their pathetic fiefdom in order to resettle somewhere more to their liking? I'm guessing "yes".


Wow. Keep trying, Zzap. One day, I might give...ehh, actually, nevermind. I won't ever give a damn.

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Oooh..."stupid fuck". Now that hurt. It may have been too much for me…to…go…on…rolleyes.gif

So, anyway, not entirely sure what the point of posting the PM was; to prove that you were an asshole sell out as far back as May 26th? Or was it to “prove” that you considered the alt to be a joke? Oh, and since we have no real way of knowing what you did or didn’t do on May 26th, other than the word of an asshole sell out who stabbed us all in the back, you’ll forgive me if I’m just a tiny bit skeptical about anything you proffer as being the “truth”. Additionally, IMHO, that PM sure doesn’t sound like a “first contact” communiqué; if anything it sounds more like you giving Prometheus an update. Which would then indicate that you were betraying us even further back than May 26th.

Also, why is the word “betrayal” in your post in quotes? It’s neither questionable or up for debate. Your own PM just proved that. You betrayed us. You stabbed your friends in the back. There are no two ways about it. And you know as well as anyone that our leaving had nothing to do with any differences of idealogy, we left because you betrayed us.

Regardless, you're either missing the point or refusing to see it in order to preserve whatever shreds of self worth you have left. The point here wasn't whether or not the raid was "valid", but that you, having been fully informed ahead of time and with ample opportunity to do your own research, joined us anyway. And then betrayed us INSTEAD of asking us to re-evaluate the validity of the raid or otherwise stop it entirely. Yeah, I know you did try. You made ONE post. ONE. And even that was more to the effect of "I'm dropping out" instead of "this raid is invalid". See, that's what still puzzles me; why you thought we wouldn't listen to you. Were you so unsure of yourself or your position/influence at the Insurgency that you thought we'd...what...mutiny or something, even though we'd always gone along with ANY limitation/rule you issued in the past? Instead of trusting your friends enough to talk to them and tell them your opinions you must have felt that "it would be pointless because no one likes me or respects me enough to listen to me so I might as well just betray them and sell out to the "enemy".

Really now, Jordan, out of curiosity, was I that much of a threat to you? Were you really that jealous of my popularity and leadership in your extended absences that you felt you had no other choice but to destroy us if only to make yourself feel better? That's what I don't get.

I'm thinking Syd was right on the money here.


First, the PM that I showed you was about the third one I sent to Pro. The other two were just about making sure that what was said in private would be kept private. So, that is why it doesn't sound like first contact.

Second, to clear this up for you guys, I didn't start helping Pro get on the boards for over two weeks after I sent that PM. I gave you all that time to try to take care of it. You failed. You became obsessed. You said you would take your planning and everything to another one of your secret boards, but--in the end--you kept it on mine. I didn't see much point in trying to discuss things with people who were foaming at the mouth so much.

I said the raid was stupid. I said it wasn't going to prove anything or get any of the results you were looking to get. I said I wasn't going to take part in the idiocy anymore. You guys said I had "battle fatigue."

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Oy! Yes, it was Halo. It was always Halo. I’ve said that about 100 times already. It’s no secret. Jeez! Are you that much of a stupid fuck? happy.gif

So, you “heard the rumblings” and expected “something ‘sinister’” and instead of bringing your concerns up to the board for discussion or at least with your Co-Admins in a PM, you thought the right way for you to go is to stab us in the back and sell us out to the enemy. Well, that’s good to know.

Your life could have been worse? You sure about that? Fine, if that's what you choose to believe. I can't imagine how having the support and assistance of people who cared about you could make your life worse, but I suppose anything is possible. Good argument, btw.

And some of us still can't believe that you'd sell us all out. I know for a fact that you weren't the only Insurgent who recognized the alt for what it was but some acted for other reasons, too. Perhaps the alt was simply the straw that broke the camel's back. It's been well known that the RKMB had been bashing whomod for years over his liberal beliefs and postings, maybe the combination of the two was enough for some to finally take a stand. Like Halo, for instance, who shares whomod's political leanings, or our very own group, The Hellhounds, who raid for the simple enjoyment of it. They surely don't need much, if any, reason to go on the offensive with another board.

BTW, couldn't help but notice you didn't respond to anything in my paragraph and what you posted was something of a non sequitur.


Quick summation since I must head to work:

1. Apologies, not really, if a little thing called the real world kept me from reading every little thing that you guys posted, pm-ed, and such about the raid. I've got a girl, a job, parties, hobbies...you know, a life to live.

2. What I did see was making it out like these guys were threatening the real lives behind the user names. It wasn't the case. It was just virtual butt hurt.

3. Rehab isn't for everyone. Otherwise, it was just me pointing out that "what could've been" arguments don't do much because that means that any other "what could've been" argument is just as valid. So, it was a superfluous thing to add to your reply.

4. That would almost be believable except that I have a serious problem with people who constantly put themselves in the position of being ridiculed. Whomod could've stopped posting at any point in the last five years. He didn't. He had the ability to stop it by way of that. He didn't. He brought it all on himself so if I don't seem empathetic it is because I'm generally not when people do it to themselves.

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Good luck trying to understand that.

I didn't think you could.

And now we come to what has actually been my favorite part of this love letter; the part where the pot calls the kettle black. I'll just use your words here to make a fool of you again: "Saddest rationalization ever. I need a win. So, if you respond, I win."

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I "WIN" AGAIN!

Or do I? 6.gif

Zzap!


One word: sad.